Diary of a Mad Woman Gone Sane

I fought myself about doing this post, however it was brought to my attention that it might help someone else. So, here it goes. Almost 2 years ago I met a man. He'd just gotten out of prison. He was too good looking for where I live, but I was solidly bound to my singleness. Every time he tried to talk to me my heart would race. I did my best to be aloof. He tried for 9 months to get me interested. There were many red flags and I was trying to stop drinking. He came to my house with another guy to help me chop wood, which actually didn't happen that day. We talked about many things and he had the most beautiful blue eyes. About a week later was Christmas. I had plans by myself, since I had decided to forgo the holidays. Early the morning after Christmas he called me asking if he could come over. I said yes and shortly after he was sitting on the beanbag in my bus, for the first of many times. I did my best to keep my composure. I hadn't felt like that since my late husband

Hello friends. I'm so sorry for being late again in posting. Life has been crazy, per usual, and I have been getting through winter. Since I posted last, I celebrated my birthday. And we have completed another holiday season. I use the recent Thanksgiving day to remember to be grateful. Life has been extremely stressful lately, so I have been doing my best to stay grateful. Loca is growing and goes everywhere with me. She travels very well and wants everyone to pet her. She loves children and most women and some men. She wants to play with every dog. The cats are getting big, except for Mr G. He's the smallest, even though he was the largest when they were born. All the dogs are well. I haven't been able to integrate Loca into my dog tribe completely yet. She really likes Lucky. They're very similar in their nature. Both very smart, one is very spastic. My animals keep me sane. Thank you for reading my blog, Ceeeej